a visit
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In this dream, I’m visiting Susanna at an unspecified location.
Rather, I am visiting this indeterminate location and make my way to
Susanna’s. She is living in a very large but squalid house and is deep
in thought in her room, so most of the time I am not with her. I think
there are also other guests, whom I am not entirely comfortable with.
There is also a large spider in my room who I have some kind of
relation to–maybe he’s a friend of a friend. A couple of times he
tries to scurry up the bed or chair I’m resting on toward me and each
time I knock him down by blowing on him. (I think this spider is also
human at times–we’re traveling somewhere and he stops to try to get a
can of soda from a vending machine.)
At some point, we take a bus from Susanna’s house to somewhere
else. She is not with me when I get off. My destination looks a bit
like a graveyard, although there are no graves in sight. It is cold,
grey and lonesome. Mist clouds the gothic turrets clustered thickly on
the horizon and I think I see my cat Lola racing along them overhead
but I can’t be sure it’s her. I enter a building, bare on the inside
and outside. A room within overlooks the narrow road that brought me
here. I peek out through between the blinds and see buses with diverse
markings there. I realize I would be unable to identify the one that
brought me here from Susanna’s house. This troubles me because I’ve
conveyed my dunnage from my original destination in this town to her
residence and now I have no idea how to find it again.