Hatred…
For every one that asketh receiveth;
and he that seeketh findeth;
Together…All is Well…
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Together we have solutions to our problems,
together we will find them within us…
Together is for being there for each other,
Together we define each other…
Together we define each other…
In the infinity of life where we are,
all will be perfect, whole and complete.
I believe in a power far greater than we are
that flows through us every moment of every day.
I open us to the wisdom within,
knowing that there is only One Intelligence in this Universe.
Out of this One Intelligence comes all the answers,
all the solutions, all the healing, all the new creations.
I trust this Power and Intelligence,
knowing that whatever we need to know is revealed to us,
and that whatever we need comes to us
in the right time, space and sequence.
All will be well in our world.
Transformation : W-O-M-A-N
Polite Note : Ladies amongst my readers, it is a sincere request to understand that this post is not about how impactful the transition of feminine power was on the society in the recent past, but it is more about the disgusting reality about how few amongst you are misled and are creating a havoc in otherwise peaceful threads of this fabric called society…please kindly restrain from venting your emotions about how supportive you are about the transition which I shall rightly criticize…. men, read on for I sincerely request you to learn about this aspect, because I have come to understand most of the women fall under this category and are if not anything else are ruining your lives…
Firstly friends, I choose to present this post without any image support that will help you understanding the emotion running through the post, because I felt disgust is an extreme emotion and needs no support to express itself. I am not an advocate of anti-feminine initiatives, if any of you are seriously considering this thought, please do not read any further. Woman as she started out, centuries ago was mostly regarding as wife of a man (w/o-man) and revolutionary practices have seen them now live a life of with out a man (w/o-man). If any of you feel this is not the transition, thank god you do not belong to that set of women whom I am talking about in this post, please read on because they need your help to realize the truth. Most of us friends, I mean men… have come across women who tend to create an identity crisis for herself and subject you to unjust treatment because it is a disgusting fact which we need to live with, women are always right even if she is dumb headed to speak innocently and tell us that sun rises in the west… indeed it is , isn’t it friends?
Life seems to be a stupid experience when we wish to live a life dictated by a woman who is little if not completely challenged in regard to her faculties of mental maturity. Transition of freedom of expression for a man will include and is necessary to uphold the dignity of his woman, while for a woman can put her man to shame if that is all that is needed to satisfy her silly wishes… This isn’t a post to vent my emotions my dear friends, for men amongst you…will silently agree with me, grow up you sick people! stop being silent about this treatment, dont surrender to stupidity…sun indeed rises in the east… for women amongst the readers, if you happen to understand that it indeed is true with someone who know, I am happy that you are there for her to make her realize how sick she is and that she needs immediate help… if you happen to disagree with this post… I surrender before you ..you are the disgusting woman I am talking about, you seek no argument because there is nothing but emptiness in between your ears. For all such disgusting women, this post is a salutation to your unique attitude.. please allow others to live their lives!
My Wish : Be my reason to live or let me die…
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‘U’…
It is always our constant struggle to understand ourselves, our emotions and our needs so that we resolve our future aspirations for ourselves. When I am pressed with solitude, I tend to understand myself better. Life has offered me many complex situations, forcing me to live by myself … most of the time by choice and now by force…Likewise, if U wish to seek solitude and understand yourself better, it is a noble deed. Yet, why is it that this solitude is plunging me into darkness? Understanding is an attempt to bridge the gap, and not to create a divide.
It is my determination to seek a fresh start to our lives, an understanding with which I wish us to proceed forward, but it is unfortunate sometimes when I wish to move ahead and seek to see the world afresh, you are not willing to let go…you who matter to me, my future.. you stand as the sole reason for me to smile today, only hope in my otherwise grief struck life. New year’s eve as I have come to believe is an occasion to let go and seek life afresh…life full of happiness and trust…Today, I seek a new beginning, a life full of happiness.. filled with U every moment…
Union of ‘U’ and ‘I’ in thought and deed is all that I call for ..I wish to make our lives happy. Union seeks an ‘U’ and ‘I’ for its completion. I am waiting here on the same bench…The sensation of life released from fragrance of flowers fail to breathe life into my dying soul. All I need is ‘U’ , for me to seek fresh air, feel the warmth of the morning breeze… I sit here…waiting for you … be my reason to live or allow me to die…
Yours passionately,
I…
The Critical Addiction…
What we tend to believe in, is not exactly what we will end up doing. Life is always a complex maze. It is actually little paradoxical that we tend to believe that we understand all our actions. On the contrary, I have come to believe that it is not so. Let us analyze ourselves for a minute, when we try to do a certain something, the one influencing factor in most cases is how to get over with it.
Most of us, if I may say so, the real cause for the initiation is normally not met, but we reconcile by creating a pseudo target for ourselves. It is our natural tendency to create this needed disturbance in our life, for we are addicted to our objectives, our interest in certain something which will make us re-align our actions.
For all those who seek an understanding of this post, please do not try too hard, the intent is pretty obvious . If you happen to judge the content of the post intellectually, it would lead you down a different lane of thought. Certain things in life are pleasant when you wish to acquire their ownership,when you do not know much about them, the interest is a constant graph, while once you manage to acquire an understanding, it is tough to maintain the same motivation. This again present itself in one of my strong beliefs which I happen to talk about in my post regarding advantages of Saree(an Indian Outfit), how there is a need for a constant challenging emotion for us to realize that the freshness shall never cease to impress us.
Comments are highly solicited…
Persian Odyssey
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Its been an interesting experience to understand how it is to live in a country that is different in its approach, its attitude…how it feels to be living in a state of our own, disconnected with the rest of the world. I sit here next to the Azadi Square in Tehran and observe how every minute detail of this city is far from being global. Its been every country’s effort to position itself, rather position at least few of its cities on the global ‘We Matter!’ Map, while Iran seems to be enjoying its solitary existence. Persia, the land that excited many to seek a better understanding of Islam now stands alone.
It is interesting to note that what seems to be a city lacking glamor, has people with great and friendly attitude. Iranians are quite friendly unlike what seems to be the global line for Iranian Policies. My trip to Tehran dated September 2009 will remain one of those most memorable trips of mine, a trip to that land which continues to hold attention on the global front for various reasons. I understand the amount of knowledge and culture that Iran can share and educate the rest of the world with is precious and unique, it is unfortunate that neither Iran nor the rest of the world can accommodate their differences with the other. What we tend to read, is what we tend to believe in and what we believe is will result in what we tend act upon. It is essential to understand the needs of Iran and the demands of the rest of the world to seek a solution to various problems so that Iran, a culturally rich tradition can be integrated with rest of the world and benefit from its rich tradition and knowledge…
– Abhijith Jayanthi …Tehran 2009
Summoning: The Taste of Grief
‘Love those who hate you…’
– Leo Tolstoy
It is sometimes more disturbing to understand that one is in such a state of pity, that he/she has no right to offer judgment, rather is a mere object in this schematic, disturbed by an action, and has no right to react. If God alone was responsible was the creation, he himself is responsible for the action as well, which would invite a logical remark : he himself is responsible for the reaction. It is not a noble deed to react on our own, act on our will, but need to show restraint, and allow god to direct us to react…
Life is an ever learning experience, I always acknowledge this fact. But, did I really live the experience? learn from it? Cheated, am I by my own self ? Is it a reflection of my value education or my principles? Dignity of thought is always a yardstick to judge ourselves, and I have come to believe it is truly so. Dignity of our conscious actions will help us in being true to our values and self. This post is a record for this overwhelming emotion. This world will have to learn to seek value and dignity, there will be a moment in our lives when each one of us wishes to seek forgiveness but it would be uncalled for, more so might not be well received…
Apt are the following words…
“…Love those that hate you, but to love those one hates is impossible. Forgive me for having troubled you. Every one has enough to bear in his own grief! …”
Is there an appropriate ending to this pressing emotion or this post ? My answer is No…
P.S.: After reading the above post, if you felt it meant something, then I shall be happy that you have seen reason… if you feel it was irrelevant, then probably you are right.
Destiny Test : My Kind
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Place: Sagar Kiran
Date: 22-Jul-2009
Firstly, I wish to issue a friendly reminder that this letter has nothing to do with the test that Society of Peregrines uses to help determine who might be destined to vanquish evil. It is more about my experiences aboard Sagar Kiran (For the uninitiated, Sagar Kiran is a Jack-Up Drilling Rig off the Western Coast of India) that I wish to write about in this post. Life seems to be unpleasant to say the least in regard to the turn of events in the recent past, it seems to have lost the charm it had. Destiny seems to have played a spoilt sport in regard to helping my life seek the correct direction. What I wish to speak about in this post, is more about my inability to influence a change. It is rather long, that this phase has been casting its shadow on my life. I wanted to record these thoughts, so that they do the noble work of reminding me that its about time to change.
For my efforts to change… and my determination, let the fate and destiny surrender…
Life..truly yours!
Abhijith
We Vs Me Debate
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“…help me to be ME”Its fascinating to understand that most of us don’t seem to understand the meaning of society. It is always necessary to be able to strike the right balance between being one amongst us and being you. This post is related to my tryst with one’s efforts to understand self.
It is always easy to point fingers, but it is tough to understand that pointing fingers is more about pointing at self. We drive ourselves to that position when we wish to seek more than what we presumably can take. What one needs, is patience and a firm understanding of one’s self. We need to achieve our objectives, met our goals, this is a fast moving world, but when do we realize that everyone has their own pace? One should not fear going forward slowly; one needs to fear only to stand still.
There are many reasons, why this post has seen the light of the day, but there are only few to explain the choices that we make. When we tend to look at life as an abstract art form, we don’t believe it truly is abstract for we can make sense of it, everyone has his/her own meaning depending on their sensibilities. Likewise, it is about time that we understand the meaning of our life and existence.
All the Best!
Ornament of the Night
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She hesitated, perched at the edge,
that malady called doubt pervading her thoughts.
Would her wings be strong enough?
Her heart said yes, but her mind rebelled
Battling one another in her core.
With herself as the single casualty
She sensed the footsteps approaching
… The palms pushed her from behind
…The ground slid out from beneath
And then the wind became her harness
Too weak to sustain her, she sank…
But her descent met its end
Her wings suddenly broke out of paralysis
Propelling her towards the Heavens
And she rose, higher and higher
So when she turned to thank him
He was no more than a blur in the distance…
Galaxies away,
He smiles at the newly-formed star of the night sky.
Satisfied, he continues along the edge
Seeking out another of doubt’s victims.
(This is not a personal work of mine, and is a true reproduction of the original piece. I wanted to record it today, for I felt the time has come…Her wings finally broke out of paralysis, and the ascent has begun.)
